Endless Story

14 July 2009 @ 09:16 pm

Ahh I'm in such a great mood haha.
I've recently gotten back in touch with Twin and Julia from Neopets way back when and we're reminiscing...and discussing left over sperm...

But still. God I missed this. ;;
I met Twin when she was 17, and now shes 20, holy crap.

We'll always have summer of 06. ;v;
NEOPETS FOREVER.

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10 July 2009 @ 08:34 pm

As of late...

-Bible Camp was a success, I had a rowdy group of first graders. <3
- Debut plans are practically set in stone. Got my date set, and an amazing room with an ocean view and downtown SD in the background.
- My dress finally fits properly. ;v;
- I've been exercising five times a week every week. <3
- Jose and I have learned how to talk on the phone finally.
-My room got shutters and looks five hundred times cleaner. :d
-MY DEBUT OMGG.

Angeleen, will you help me with the montage. ;v; I have this little idea in my head where we'll have a photo montage and an opening video to introduce the court? I need your helpppp. ;^;

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09 June 2009 @ 03:05 pm

Math analysis

Oh the joys of being able to take yourself to albertsons to drown your worries in hot cheetohs and milk.

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10 May 2009 @ 08:28 pm

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This re-written syntax and language essay is coming along so well.
Makes me wish I had been this smart sooner haha.

MRS. WOOD, EAT YOUR HEART OUT.

Cause seriously, I am loving this essay.

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06 May 2009 @ 07:28 pm

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AP Statistics...why did I choose youuuu?

Friday - AP US History

Monday - AP Biology

Oh the joys of overachieving!

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28 April 2009 @ 03:55 pm

pocketa-pocketa-pocketa

I look like I have cud on my face.
Green tea does wonders to the skin though, so I'm leaving it on for a few more minutes. :3

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25 April 2009 @ 07:03 am

Le freak cest chic!

April has been both a stressful and exciting month for me.
Grandmas birthday was on the eleventh, I was working at the hospital that day and made sure to you know, stop near her old room and think. Bittersweet for sure!
Made friends with the new assistant activity worker Andrew, who is ten years older than me but is real easy to talk to. :3 And an actual volunteer, Jose. :p He's a freshman and a REAL volunteer with the hospital's program, so we reap his benefits. :3 Free drinks anyone?
FOUND MY PERFECT SLOUCHY PURSE FOR SCHOOL.
Applied for ASB, and had an interview. Kayla said they loved me, but I'm trying not to think about that so much. Whatever happens happens jes?

AND I GOT MY MF-KIN LICENSE.
LIKE A BOSS.

yeeee.

I remember while waiting in the car in the drive test lane, this black butterfly flew around my car maybe three times. And I would watch it, and it never went to any other car window. I had this feeling that it was my grandma. ;v; Because my mom would always tell me stuff about how when she first moved to america she saw a brown butterfly (not a moth, I assure you, this was in the day time) fly around her and had this vibe that it was her father. Idk, I'd like to think butterflys are an important symbol in my life since that day haha. :P

The test was really intense. o.o For one, it was like 90+ degrees out, and there were like ten people ahead of me. Including one who was a number behind me. She pulled outta there super fast. But anyways, I got this guy who reminded me of Mr. Superman, the bus driver and Coach Torres. He was real chill.

BUT THE TEST WAS TWENTYFIVE MINUTES LONG.
whaddafaaaaaaaack? lol.

My dad even said so. He was nervous and said he donated a dollar to a man asking for gas money for good luck! Haha.

Yeah, it was more than two times longer than a normal test. AND there was an unexpected parking test in the end. Lol I had no idea that we had to park in the "End of Test" spaces at the end of the test. o.o Actually, I didnt even know there was an end of test space...But then again, it made sense because I had no idea where the car would go afterwards.

I got 6 errors out of 15. Kinda a lot. :/ But my test was long and the guy made me do practically everything, except k-turn...which is sad because I love doing those. :p

Nicole has gone mobile!

p.s. I need a name for my car. D; As of late, I've just been saying that it's my "Babycar" (But in a filipino accent...inside joke...) But for some reason, I was thinking Babbette~! Haha. Or Arielllll. Idk. Think sleek. Think elegant. Think fast.

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16 April 2009 @ 08:44 pm

You can always go back home.

I went to where my old friends hang out now today.
I don't think Ive seen all of them like that in a long time.
Did it still hurt?

Yes. In all honesty, there was indeed a sting in my wee little heart.

When I went it was strictly politics.
I needed a signature from Kayla, and some more info.
And that is exactly what I got. :3

I showed up with Jose, and it felt like everyone as glaring at me, or looking at me.
I looked around for Kayla and noticed, had I stayed, I wouldn't have fit in. Deffinitely not.
They say racism is no longer an issue among american people, but I firmly believe that it is a big factor in the way teenagers behave. Yes, there are a select few such as myself and my friends, that see past that minor thing and are open and loving to anyone regardless of race.
It was just once of those instances where 'birds of a feather stick together'.
And I hated it.

No asians whatsoever. I was disappointed.
Slightly heartbroken.

But of course, I had Jose for support and more friends waiting for me back 'home'. :p I always thought that I was always welcome there, that I could always come back...but today gave me a vibe that perhaps, that wasn't really my home in the first place.

I'm much much happier here anyways. <3

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12 April 2009 @ 08:46 pm

You're a falling star, you're the getaway car...

I thought it was silly of angeleen to be so seriously addicted to that Lollipop song, which I have been trying whole heartedly to avoid because I don't want to fall into it either, but I know what she means.

I cannot stop listening to Michael Buble's "Everything"
If there's one line that can pretty much sum up my relationship with Jose this whole time, it has to be:

And I can't believe that I'm your man
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can

lol.
I put it on repeat on iTunes this afternoon while taking my power nap.
It worked for the most part, however made what was supposed to be a thirty minute nap into a two hour one. Bahhh.

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11 April 2009 @ 04:15 pm

Come back to me~

UTADA HIKARU?! IS DAT YOOO?!
no seriously. listen te "Come back to Me" it sounds nothing like her.
But she does have those backup singers like she did in Simple and Clean.
I recognize them, and a few of her notes, but she lost that ducky nasal-y voice.
wow.

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07 April 2009 @ 04:10 pm

Thank you.

I think I just witnessed a beautiful thing.
Besides watching Jose sleep.

Steven, our next door neighbor to the left, not the retarded ones, just got home from work and pulled our trash bins in our side pathway without us even asking.

It's nice to know that there's still selflessness in this world.

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06 April 2009 @ 11:37 am

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And so, after thorough research and whatnot, I have decided that I want to be a microbiology major. I saw genetics, and instantly knew that was what I wanted to study in.

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03 April 2009 @ 08:38 pm

Destiny.

Today was pretty darn crazy. :3 I spent the whole day with amy haha.
I treated her to jamba juice, then we went to her house, at mac n cheese while watching What Not to Wear, talked about everything, sat in her room and knit, and then maddie came to do homework and we worked on AP US history work, then we baked brownies, then we walked all the way to blockbuster, stopped to watch the jv boys lacrosse game, then went home, watched slumdog millionaire, ate dinner (Casserole! WTF.) and then amy took me home.

My parents were kinda mad considering they never met amy yet. So a vixen day/night is in order! Idk what to do though, there's not much we can do. :p

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29 March 2009 @ 07:34 pm

About us.

And so break has started to get way more interesting, for all of us. Haha. Tomorrow I have tutorial with the vixens til friday, shopping at Ross (Which, is extremely fun. It's like playing treasurehunt.), and then tuesday there's that POP meeting at Paneras at 6 for dinner. :3

I am so loving Warm and Cozy right now. It literally is what it says: warm and cozy. It makes me want to cuddle up and read a book haha.
The makeup brush set and case was just too adorable to pass up. (Juicy couture YES PLEASE)
And the moleskine is just so nice and rustic feeling to me. I really needed a planner. Basically, this was the only NEED from my purchases. But I did have warm and cozy on my "To-buy" list. I'd seriously been eyeing it forever.

This coming week, I want to go to the park in the afternoon, or the rec center for tennis with angeleen. Wednesday thursday maybe? :] I'll spend the day witchooo~

I'm not quite sure where this newfound love for moleskines came from. :o I love the sturdy covers, the clean pages, the quality of the paper and the easy flow of my pen over it. It's so nice. :3 Albeit, it looks plain and boring, but that's what makes it so much fun. The cover could be totally customizable, and each blank page is overwhelming in the fact that I could do so much. I could make a spread, I could write song lyrics that piqued my interest, write what's on my mind...

All in one sturdy little book I can carry along with me everywhere. :d And to know that people like van gogh, davinci, picasso, famous writers etc. have used a book just like this one makes it all the more exciting.

BUT I DIGRESS.

Life's been fun this spring break. :3 But I really miss Jose. :[ I mean, we've done this many times before where we haven't seen eachother in weeks...even in secret. But now that the parents know, and that I pretty much spend my school life attached to his hand, it's awkward not having that for a month. :[ But I have Angeleen and Michelle to keep me sane bahahaha.

FYI, MICHELLE.
EXPECT A CALL FROM ME LATER. HOPEFULLY.
DITCHER DITCHER BELLY ITCHER.

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25 March 2009 @ 09:43 pm

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend~

Mmmmhm. Busy busy bee.

So I wake up at seven thirty, go to school by 8:30, wander around/hide in trailer bathroom til nine, spend an hour and a half at statistics tutorial, then scamper my way to biology tutorial, spend an hour and a half taking in knowledge there, and then wait for my dad to pick me up while everyone else drives past in their cool cars. D;

I went home, and went only to schedule. Turns out, I have to take my test on the 21. That's a tuesday. At 2. Meaning I get out of third period! Yayyy! (Actually, I think that's CST week so it's short day anyways. =.=)

THEN, after bawling my eyes out thinking I'd never be able to drive to school, I came to a conclusion.
I will drive monday (for sure) and friday. (OH MOST DEFF.) and any days that are short, or where I need to stay afterschool for studying and afterschool recycling.

I get an even steven share of fun, and freedom, and more time with the bus boys. :D Yayy~!

Tomorrow is the mass auntie invasion.
My room is clean, and looks kinda empty. :/
BUT I AM READY.
DO YOUR WORST~

Cleaned the shower, transformed my room pretty much, put my ipod back into my room instead of my bathroom...I'm exhausted.
But I feel highly productive and in a good mood. :D

But I digress, reality hits when I realize that its ten o clock and I need to sleep soon because of nine o clock tutorial in the morning. D; Mother will be pissy too because of visitors.
POP meeting tomorrow at 6 at lowes! Bring seeds if you have any laying around~ Veggies btw.

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23 March 2009 @ 07:57 am

STOP. Don't touch me there! This is my private square!

Life on my end has been both interesting a quite dull.
I'm skipping out on a day of tutorial due to no way of getting there, but on the flipside, I have the biggest urge to clean and organize.
So that's what I'll be doing today, cleaning my room and rearranging some stuff because I want to have a room that makes me productive and not lazy haha. :p

What have I been up to?
Throughout the week I've been doing excercise since I cannot get out of my dang house. Spent two full 8-hour days at the hospital and did a number of different things with the patients. Saturday was my normal four hour shift, and that was easy. Maria had to take a break and settle some stuff, so I seriously had an hour and a half break. There was a new volunteer at the hospital, he's a freshman in highschool and his name is Jose. LOL. But yeah, he's really cool, and he talks to well for his age! I was scared he would just be the type to not even talk to me. (Believe me I get that alot unless I start talking first. =.= I personally don't think I'm that intimidating.)

I WANT AN IPHONE. ;; omg I had so much fun with the iTouch yesterday up in oceanside. And I caught onto the texting pretty easy....But I'm not ready to retire my quickfire, considering I've only had it for the past three to four months or so.

ANYWAYS ANGELEEEEEEEN AND MICHELLEEEE
We deffinitely need to set something up last week, these next two are gonna be crazy busy because of this mass Auntie migration/"reunion" at my house this sunday. D; Gahhhh.
But yes, I think we should go to the park or something, a break from our usual mall trip and whatnot. :p I kinda want to go to the museum. :o I'm not sure. But something different haha.

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18 March 2009 @ 09:14 pm

Bruins!

Being a hormonal teenage girl, one would think that the top of my worries would be tomorrows outfit, the horrendous zit on the side of my nose (just for example by the way, I haven't had a bad bad pimple in a while. Thank you clyndamycin!) or the fact that I don't party hardy or get out of the house much.

Instead, my days are numbered as college applications start storming in for this years seniors. Ate Madel made UCSD, UCI, and just now UCLA, her top pick. I'm extremely happy for her. Seriously! :D haha. Anyways, now that my worry for her is over, I find myself worried about this year and the following five.

I would give my left breast to get into UCSD, seriously. That is my top of the top pick. I'm not even hung up on an ivy league (which the old me, circa 1999-2003, would have wanted. Cornell was my dream school in seventh grade. OH how things have changed!

UCSD.
UCSD.
UCSD.

I don't think theres anyone else out there who wants to go there as much as I do. But the thing is, this deep desire to go and become a pediatrician is not reflected in my grades. 3.9 weighted, even lower unweighted. 1630 on my SATs, barely passed my Euro ap test...what's so special about me grade wise? Nothing.

Extracurriculars is where I'm hoping to pull them in. Idk if being born at UCSD Medical center counts as a special condition or something special, but I do remember my severe burn back in second grade. I was a guinea pig for their new silicon sheets laced with skin cells to heal my burn without and skin grafts. This was done at ucsd, and it's the main reason why I have such an intense passion to go study there. They kept me from having surgery, they sparked my interest in being a pediatrician, their work created this new love for all things medicine, and I really really really want to go there.

100+ hours at a hospital
20+ hours at church
30+ hours for COPAO
3 hours with Audobon, you know, the marsh thing
Avid member of Preserve our Planet
HOPEFULY a member of ASB
7+ years of singing
7+years of piano
Decent in Tagalog and Kapampangan. (Can I just lie and say fluent haha.)

I NEED TO GET INTO COLLEGE. OMGGGGG. Anything less than UC and I'd feel like I cheated myself. :[ I'd seriously feel like I failed everything I've worked for, especially having to live up to the greatness that is Madelaine. ;; UCLA...man, that's amazing.

GOD THIS SUCKS.

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16 March 2009 @ 06:23 pm

Look around the world pretty baby. Is it everything you hoped it'd be?

Mmm, reliving the 90s with some Del Amitri.

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT:

Mac Studio Fix powder foundation + Mac Studio fix fluid liquid foundation

Is a match made in heaven. ;;

I'm NC40 in the liquid, and C40 in the powder. For reference. But there are tons of colors. :P Oh my god, best sixty bucks I've ever spent haha.

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16 March 2009 @ 04:56 pm

Namaste yoga!

I feel like as summer's just around the corner, I need to put extra effort into my body.
So starting today, Kevin and I will be doing those excercise shows (In the 300's I think) every single day. :3
Today we did some sort of yoga thing and it felt gooooood~

The stretching and the deep and constant breathing was awfully relaxing. So yeah, that's what we'll be doing, in the comfort of our house, in my wittle shorts that no one will ever see me in bahahaha.

I'm gonna spend some days doing community service at the hospital to make up for the 3 weeks I didn't show up. I'll wake up early and go with my mom, spend a full 8 hour day, then go home. :3 Yeee. I think I'll be out there thursday and friday for artsy fartsy stuff. :3 Then sunday again...whoooo. That's 20+ hours right there. 8D

THEN i need to start logging in all this work. Bahhh.

Senior year's so close, I'm scared.

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03 March 2009 @ 06:42 pm

The Ghost of Lover's Paaaaaast

...has haunted me today!

So I've been feeling all crappy and fell asleep on my couch. My dad came home and said we were gonna go out to find dinner. Kevin and I picked subway. (Turkey, avocado, lots lots of lettuce, and extra southwest chipotle sauce? YES PLEASE.) So I go in, and find Don and Jordyn.

I'm not saying I've ever liked Jordyn. It was the other way around, so whenever I see him, I get the heebie jeebies. But we've both moved on.
But to see him and don together at the same time was kinda overwhelming.

THEN I got home and logged onto my darling myspace and got a message from Nick telling me to add him.
Trippy right?

Hmm.

It's amusing to see how far I've come in terms of the male population. It's funny how they've all liked me at some point or another.
It's amazing to see how different Jose is from all three of them bahaha.

Trippy. Running into all three in less than an hour. :o

But they're the past. That's all they'll ever be.

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